Former adult actress Lana Rhoades, who has appeared in magazines such as Hustler, Penthouse and Playboy, has revealed the most “disgusting” scene she had filmed working in the adult entertainment business.
Despite being one of the most searched stars, she now regrets her choices and discusses how working in that industry took a massive toll on her mental health.
Speaking to Harry Jowsey in his Tap podcast in 2021, she adds how she wishes she could wipe all her content off the Internet.
“A lot of the videos I have no rights under; otherwise, I probably would have deleted them all by now.”
“I honestly tell people, if I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back and for people not to be able to see me in that way.”
This is not the first time Rhoades has spoken up about her time being the number-one performer.
In a podcast video, which is now set to private, called 3 Girls One Podcast, she revealed a very traumatising experience that happened during the filming of an adult movie.
While visibly upset, she discusses the scene that made her question whether it was really worth it all.
“One of the worst… honestly, I feel like I’m in denial sometimes, and I can’t accept some of the things that I’ve done.”
“There was one thing that, you know, I tried talking to a therapist about before something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me.”
She added: “Basically, this guy had a bowl, and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it, and he, like, urinated the bowl.”
“During the scene, he asked me to drink it, and I didn’t know how to say no,” she continued.
“It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes, I ever had to do.”
Many stars have previously spoken about their time as adult performers, including Mia Khalifa and others like Eden Alexander, who said despite consenting, she wasn’t aware of the “brutality of what was about to happen” to her.
Experts believe the porn industry is degrading to women and that it profits from exploiting, objectifying, abusing, and humiliating women, whilst a lot of viewers think that if it’s consensual, then it doesn’t matter what happens, and many assume that porn stars can “simply just say no.”
